Filipino Expats Qatar

I dont know why or how I got to a place I never dreamed of, not even in my wildest dream. When I was a child I kept dreaming of a place that constantly see on TV. Its place where I could experience the art of skiing ans ice skating, deifinitely its not the Middle East. New Zealand, USA, UK, Switzerland and the rest of the European states are my considered ideal places where we could both combine work and our social life. However my case as of the moment is the extreme opposite of the things I have been wishing for. Up until now Im still trying to figure out why I am here and what really brought me here?. In my few weeks of stay here in Qatar, I have pondered that I was never excited to come because it is what I want, much more when I arrived and found the place not so interesting. When I was still at the airport of my departure, I knew and I was sure that I didnt feel not even a single grain of excitement rather a great fear of what life awaits me in Qatar. One thing is for sure, I left the country out of being broke. Things that I have been wanting to happen seemed to be very elusive but I know in time they would come my way without me noticing it. What I have consider this time is to enjoy what life that this country could offer me and cherish all new things that would come my way and most of all love my work.